This is so amazing - although, frankly, I don’t expect everybody to jump up and start dancing.

Contrary to Firefox or Internet Explorer, AOL lets me view and listen to streams that are usually restricted for users in the United States only. Again, this might not seem like such a big deal but it is to me because now I can finally listen to all my favorite Kentucky radio stations again WHICH MEANS EVERYTHING! I HAVE MISSED THEM SO MUCH.

So awesome.

It happend AGAIN.

I hate this fucking Wordpress shit and everything that comes with it. Apparently it’s not the right thing to do for me, maybe I should just go ahead and keep a regular old-fashioned diary.

Everything, the whole /wp folder got deleted AGAIN.

Sure, Kristie told me how to make backups and so the posts are back up now which is more than I had last time. But what I didn’t know is that all the subpages are gone now because the backup only backups posts and comments.

What the fuck is up with that?? Who cares about the stupid comments, those subpages were so nuch more important to me. All the texts on there had come out to be so perfect. I’m never going to be able to re-write it that same awesome way- let alone how long it’s going to take!

Why does this keep happening to me?

I am so goddamned mad right now, I don’t know what to do with all this hate and anger I have inside of me.

If you’re not in this same situation, you’ll probably think I’m losing my mind, thinking that it’s ridiculous to act this way about losing twenty texts to SOMETHING FUCKING EVIL CALLED THE INTERNET THAT DOESN’T SAVE STUFF EVER.

But seriously, I am in actual physical pain right now. How could this happen to me again??

I blogged about a new project I wanted to start last night and how I felt really strong and confident that I would be able to do it and now all that is gone because of something as retarted as Fantastico which just deletes stuff as it fucking wishes?

Oh God, I am so mad right now. I don’t think I’ve ever been this angry! The first time it happend, a whole year of entried got deleted and, obviously, I was mad. The second time it happened, I was mad because COME ON WHAT KIND OF JOKE IS THIS? But now, the third damn time? I am so, so, so mad.

What am I going to do now? I don’t think I have the strength to re-type everything, let alone that it’ll take for-fucking-ever to remember what I had written down on all those subpages.

I think I really need to take a walk or something to blow off some steam.

This is the second time that I am starting over within less than a year and, trust me, IT’S NO FUN.

Once more - for reasons that lay beyond what I want to try to understand - all previous entries have been deleted. This time, however, I didn’t accidently delete a CuteNews folder or anything to that effect. This time my whole domain (oceansaway.org) got deleted, most likely because my friend’s domain where oceansaway.org was hosted got hacked.

I don’t even know what to yell at those kind of people who sit around all day trying to figure out how to hack into people’s accounts. They’re so unbelievably pathetic; there seriously are no words for it. And I mean, it’s not like they’re hacking into somebody’s bank account and end up with a truckload of money. They’re just doing it out of spite, because they’re bored and because they don’t have a life of their own to live. And so they go and make other people mourn over their dead domains.

Which I guess tells us that I don’t have much of a life either.

Anyway, here we go again. Same story, different place.

And, for crying out loud, could somebody just please let me know how to make Wordpress backups?